The thing that was killing me was we would do something with the music and there would always be a comment about my weight I was given space when I needed it and told to take space when I didn't know I needed it. The support system I had was pretty amazing. I was going through all of this and she never left my side. We've been together since my 16th birthday, and I'll be 36 this year. I got to the point where I had no fuse left, and there's no life in that whatsoever. Your fuse may be pretty long to start with, but it gets whittled away, and anytime there's a spark lit after that, it's an explosion. “I wouldn't tell anyone how I felt until I couldn't take it anymore. “Some of it seems so small, but when people at record labels say, 'You’re going to need to lose 25 pounds, or I don't think this band can be successful,' those little things stick with you and you always wonder, 'Was that guy right? Was my being overweight the reason we didn't get that record deal?' But again you push it aside, and it festers in the back of your mind with everything else until you break down.
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